African By Blood

You Can Find The Necklace Here

I love my new necklace, especially the fact that it represents so much history. A statement without being too serious. This piece is going to be worn so much this summer. I’m obsessed with jewelry lately, especially because I’m the kind of a person that buys new clothes all the time and I have realized some new jewelries, can make an old outfit look refreshed. So I went a little crazy on Ebay.

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Family <3

Family <3! My two favorite nephews are here for a visit. So I went to visit them the last three days in my grandmas summerhouse. They are so big now, can’t believe how much they grow for each time I see them. They get more and more entertaining for each time I see them, especially because they talk so much. Don’t know if that’s a good thing at times lmao.

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#Soulsurgery Having Low Self-esteem When It Comes To My Body And Why I have Considered Getting Butt Implants

I have thought about writing this post for a really long time. But I haven’t had the courage to do it, until now. It’s a really sore spot  for me too write about, for some it might be a small issue. But this has been haunting me for many years. Since I started my blog I have had a really hard time opening up about insecurities and my personal issues. I don’t want to come across as a victim or for that matter, people taking advantage of my insecurities and using it against me. It took me a while, to realize that showing emotions. Doesn’t mean that I’m weak or a victim.

I have been dealing with low self-esteem on everyday bases, I have never been fully confident. From a kid til I was 15 years, I have always been the chubby kid. But I always had skinny legs and arms. So my fat areas was mainly on my back, stomach and face. But when I turned 16, my body started to change and I lost a lot of weight. Which I at that time, was so thankful for. For all of a sudden my wardrobe options was unlimitied and I gained a lot of confidence. But this was just for a short time. I have always till this day, had a hard time gaining weight, no matter how much I eat or train. It’s  just something that seems unrealistic for me to reach my goal weight (Right now, I weigh 74 kg, which is the heaviest I’ve weighed). This has caused me to have a really low self-esteem. It’s something that I’m struggling with everyday and it doesn’t really make it that much easier when people on the streets notices it. Comments on it. And it’s have effected me so much, that I have considered getting surgery to look thicker. So my figure won’t look as skinny as it is. Especially being a influencer on social media, I feel pressured to look good at all times. I have never been a person that has felt pressured to follow trends, but watching people on Instagram, with thick and muscular bodies. Has made a really big impact on how I see myself.

For a really long time I have considered getting cosmetics surgery, butt implants. So my body would appear more thick. It has even gone so far that I have even found a plastic surgeon, that I almost made an appointment.

#Selflove! But I’m starting to learn that I have to appreciate the way that I look and love me, for who I’m. Love myself for the way God created me and remembering that God made every person different for a reason. It has taken me a really long time to realize this and it’s something that I need to constant remind myself. It’s a working progress, but I know that God is watching and it’s something that I will overcome with time.

 Au Revoir, peepz!

My Next Holiday Destination Is Going To Be…

So I have finally ordered my tickets for my next holiday! I’m going to DUBAAAI. I’m sooo excited for this trip. I have wanted to go there since my cousin moved there a year ago and finally it’s going to happen this year. I’m leaving the 18th July for 7 days. We haven’t planned our days yet, but photo shoots in the dessert is one for sure and maybe riding camels as well. But besides that, we are definitely going to some pool areas to enjoy the weather and just take in the Dubai culture. If you guys know some fun things to do in Dubai, don’t hesitate to comment below.

Even though I’m excited, too go to Dubai, I’m a little hesitate about how the residents will react to my look. It’s going to be the hottest month, so my make up is not even going to be more than my eyebrows. There is no point of applying a full face for it to melt of in the sun lol. Now when my tickets are ordered, I can focus on what kind of outfits I’m going to bring. I think I will go for the classy/dapper look for the most part. This city is so modest, so I can’t see anything else be a better fit for this trip.

 Au Revoir, peepz!

Casual Monday In My Nike Air Force 1 07 High LV8

Sneakers By Nike (Similar Here)//Trench Coat By H&M (Similar Here)//Jeans By Cheap Monday//Chains By Topman//

Just woke up and it’s 2 o’clock in the middle of the day. My friend and I went for the longest walk yesterday evening, which knocked me out completely. Can’t remember last time I walked that far, but it was so cozy. We shoot some photos in the heart of Copenhagen. I promised to show you guys my other pairs of sneakers and here is the third pair. The Nike Air Force 01 07 High LV8. I wasn’t on the look for sneakers like these, but I feel in love. I’m always going to be a sucker for high top sneakers and these are just up in my alley. For one they are black and it’s no shocker that it’s my favorite color. 

  Au Revoir, peepz!